Thursday, August 21, 2008
Obviously I am not studying again lol *hides*
Ya I resized some formal photos haha but just don't wanna post my face here anymore.
Just some random empty thoughts...Haha actually I used not to feel fun anymore. A lot of stuff people feel it's fun, but to me it's like haha Okay la. No, not that it's sian/boring just that it's hard to get back that extreme feelings, don't feel it. But recently, it got somewhat better I could feel some bits of it, not that bad. HAHAHA gawd I like randomly laughing now XD
Instead now, I don't feel friendship anymore. It's disappearing. Hmm like that. Hardly feeling it, no idea if it'll get better or it will stop haha. So sick and tired of getting some stuff back. Maybe if it gets that worse, I'll reconsider.
Nahhhh I am not emo-ing, more of sighing? Just feel like spreading this out. Maybe to people it seems like I am always emo-ing on the surface, haha but to me, not really.
It's no big deal if people don't understand what I am talking about, haha some don't feel it, and most don't understand it. Doesn't matter anymore, in fact
I rather hope people don't try to understand instead of making assumptions and then misunderstood haha, especially in the relationship side?I don't wanna frigging seems retarded. Hey I am some sort struggling and I got this sucky feeling.
I don't hold hope in
this part anymore.
我不是人家想得那麽弱好不好， 我還要支撐很多咚咚的耶，反而只是沒自己想的那麽強。
まだまだだね.
