TPJCG Chalet

Won't be separating this entry into day 1 and 2 cause I can't really remember what exactly happened on each day lol.

I learnt Mahjong!! Haha it was easier than what I thought, just that I don't know about the combinations and tai lol.
Then basically we chiong mahjong after the water games (which cause my slippers to sorta spoilt) till the night.
And thats when my mood for the whole chalet gone downhill, caused by some stupid people.
Oh ya somewhere in the afternoon also went bowling, suck at it.
In the end I never tried the rockband and wii too lol. Didn't eat much of the BBQ stuff also.

Sunday feels better. A bunch of us went to eat subway (br-unch) and mmmmmmmmmm supercalifragilisticexpialidocious (lol ivy) XD
Then went pooling, as usual (same as bowling) main weakness - no strength.
Anyway, later on headed to learn Dota with Bellra, Chris and Wei Yen. I used Zeus, and gay Wei Yen out lol.
Wa biang then the two guys play wtf mode and flood the screen with gay stuff haha, even a few players behind also say damn gay haha.

Passed by comics rental shop also, 我和他的XXX 5 is out!! So is latest volume of 貓街!! Gonna rent 'em all some day wakaka.

But the chalet was both fun and sucky. It brought out a strong sense of emoness in me, especially during the late 2nd day to 3rd day morning. Someone told me to cheer up and that I was the emoness person she've ever seen, more emo than her who is very emo lol. I thought that was cute haha and that warmed my heart up a little idk why haha.


After coming up with the mediation routine and crap, I didn't manage to do it, oh well. Forget it.
And I didn't celebrate mid-autumn festival, how sad.

Now I feel tired not because of the activites these day, but maybe mentally which leads to me feeling worn out physically.
In conclusion, after the chalet, I wake up a bit more. I need to grow up somemore. Didn't reached my expectations. So a lot more I guess.
I suck.

I get very tired easily these few days, due to some reasons which mainly are stress (that was induced by different problems) yeah or as someone said weak blood circulation...
I need a refreshing break or meditation to clear my mind.
Especially when I cannot afford to sleep and wake and sleep and wake and go to sleep again every time, it wastes energy also XD

And I am going for job interview later, if I happen to get a job, I don't know it will help to de-stress or make me more stress but indeed it could solve some money factor.


So I am open to suggestions now haha, any activities for relaxation or for improving blood circulation (no pig liver please lol) would be appreciated.