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New blog

2010-06-22T20:36:00.000-07:00

Yes, new blog over @ http://sinsyne.blogspot.com/

I don't care if you hate me, I don't live to fucking please you.

2010-06-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

Didn't blog in a long time. Reading back my previous entries, I am kinda glad that they are there as memories, be it good or bad. I think it's time for me to revamp my blog after all the project submissions.

Yes, this time round it is a very long rant again. It is killing me that all the emo stuff are bombarding me yet again. JCG, the source of all my happiness and sadness.

As usual, all the things I am going to mention are all my personal opinions. Not happy? Don't read. I don't need you to interfere with my current take on situations.

Being a person who is born so sensitive, I have strong and special feelings towards many various stuff. Let say, if someone feels sad about a certain incident, I might in fact feel 10 times worse due to my different views and such.

A lot of people are creating a very nice facade.
Many many others don't know but I do. I would wonder why the heck do I know? Why, why me? Why do I ended up being the one to notice these slow and minimal yet stacking problems?
In the end I can't say anything. I can't even do anything that I think I can and I should, in order to ease the pain. Sometimes I think that it is just great to be a thick-skinned idiot cause you'd be able to show everything out instead of having to put up the shield.

Some people are selfish. Some people are scheming. Some people categorize. Some people label.
So do we really know the truth? Do we really understand how everyone truly feels. I just wish I can rip everyone's masks out so I can finally take mine out too. At times, I feel disgusted, both of others and myself.

Really, in the first place, all the political shit stems from all these simple deceptions. If everyone is somehow more open-minded and truthful to their ownself and others, be it the 'victims', 'murderers', 'judges' or 'bystanders', all the issues would not happen.
Frankly to say with all my years of experience, it is impossible. It just becomes a repetition pattern which I could deem it to be like a ritual, sacrificial one.

Everyone says JCG is like a family. In a way it is, but it is something you have to work for. There is no such thing as not needed, however you realize even if you are gone, the gap will slowly be filled. Simply to put, it doesn't really matters, life goes on. A lot of people didn't get this (which I would say it is seriously a bliss) until something critical happen to them (which I don't hope so).

Those who think status are something stressful and without benefits, you are so wrong. Treasure it, as it is something which ensures your position as a roleholder (Read Heart no Kuni no Alice manga and you'll understand lol *gets shot for randomness*)

Sounds depressing huh? I can assure you that these are nothing compare to what I have to comprehen and feeling now. I am somehow scare of the future.
Maybe if I was a guy, I wouldn't have to face all these. Perhaps my life would be easier? Perhaps I would have join a sporty CCA? Perhaps all things would flow differently.

Will there be a person who truly understands?

LOL photosynthesis

2009-12-04T06:46:00.000-08:00

Ensemble (Yubi) pwnsz.

September

2009-09-24T00:05:00.000-07:00

Sept was a half fruitful month haha.

Mid Sept, I was working at Comex show, gotta say it's damn toughhhhhhh. It had been a very good experience but I don't think I'll do this type of jobs anymore. It can kill seriously ;O; Was working on my Kokonoe (Blazblue) also. But fall sick like shit and cannot finish ._.

I spent the early and last weeks of the month chionging manga.

I like Akuma to Love Song, The Bride of the Water God, Flat and Reimei no Arcana a lot!! It doesn't mean I didn't enjoy the rest heh~ Think I might be cosplaying for WH too \o/
Most of 'em are readable on MangaFox.

Dunno why I suddenly find myself watching the Zanpakuto arc of Bleach after dropping it so long. Think I find it interesting to see the human forms haha!
I started watching Hetalia after being influenced by Simp too 8D! Chibitalia <33

And I've bought a couple of stuff this month and some of them arrived!! *can't wait to open my parcel* o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

The Five Love Languages

2009-08-26T22:16:00.000-07:00

The Five Love Languages --

According to Dr. Gary Chapman unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others. Dr. Chapman's divides love languages into five categories: Words of Affirmation, Quality Time, Receiving Gifts, Acts of Service, and Physical Touch.

1) http://edified.org/myspace/lovelanguage

2) Alt link: http://www.greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp

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I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Words of Affirmation

My Detailed Results:

Words of Affirmation: 10
Quality Time: 9
Acts of Service: 7
Receiving Gifts: 3
Physical Touch: 1

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Goodbye my love ♥

2009-08-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

Crushed and worn out.

But still, even if you don't know, thank you while it lasted.
It was fun in a way.

Oreten!

2009-08-19T00:09:00.000-07:00

As always, life sucks. I went out everyday this week till my pocket OTL|| Anyway isn't feeling happier too.

Been watching Oretachi wa Tenshi da! NO ANGEL NO LUCK. on Tudou..cause it has KENKEN LOL. This show is random, lame, goofy and funny. Each episode literally makes me go wth xD

Detective comedy centered around 4 young sleuths known as the "Angels."

CAST:
# Jyoji Shibue - CAP
# Kenta Kamakari - DARTS <3
# Ray Fujita - NAVI
# Shoma Yamamoto - JUN

Now... pic spam of KENKEN ヽ(≧▽≦)ﾉ

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Adorable, ain't it? XDDD

picspam

2009-08-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

I've decided to shift my cosplay progress, info etc to another new blog
re-inspire.blogspot.com☆☆

Anyway Sat roamed around Bugis with Joanne, Wei Lee, Jovi, Zhao Han, Nazmi & Ericko~

Basically I went around doing nothing lol *waste $ on arcade*

For dinner we ate mac *ate wasabi mcChicken* Then we went BENTEN FOR ICE CREAM WOOTS!

40 bucks for one freaking big tub :P A lot of them are like fighting for strawberry and stuff xD Choosy eater ftw XDDD

Have been thinking a lot about it, I've decided to be a sorta MIA AM member le :) Not quitting or anything, I am just like having a love-hate relationship with it now. I will only go for stuff I support, same goes to meeting.

Fuun Shonen Atobe

2009-05-14T03:09:00.000-07:00

I JUST HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT THIS!!

FUJI/SHIRAISHI vs TAKA/GIN
omggggggggggggg shiraishi is just so hawt and with Fuji *o*

Don't tell me Koharu/Kaidou vs Yuuji/Momo?? Epic
And the video at the OVA homepage is a must watch TY#&UYOEIW#J KOHARU IN SAILOR UNI. WHUT.

AWESOME♥ Almost everyone is just so adorable and kid Oshitari is so hot at such age already *g* Jirou killed me!

More images here!!

Homepage: http://tenipuri.jp/index.html

Fuun Shonen Atobe Mini Trailer 1
Preview: Fuun Shonen Atobe

I wish I have the latest issue of PASH! I sooooooo want to watch this, can't wait for 26 May XD
This OVA is about Seigaku in Osaka Part 1 and Young Hyoutei, and if I am not wrong next OVA is about Seigaku in Osaka Part 2 and Young Rikkai :> <3

Tadashii Ouji no Tsukurikata

2009-04-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

Haha it seems that I've drafted quite some of my entries. Anyway like Simp said, I am becoming like a neet lol. Okay maybe I am one lol. At least haven't reach the stage of Hikikomori right haha?

Today I spent my day finishing a new drama.

Tadashii Ouji no Tsukurikata

In this school comedy, a girls' high school suddenly goes co-ed, but the incoming boys are far below their expectations. As a result, some of the girls start a project to reform the boys into "princes."

Before transformation ★ After transformation

Why do I wanna watch that initially?
A)CAUSE THERE IS TONS OF TENIMYU CAST INSIDE *coughcough*
B)The transformations ~~(which turns out to be nothing special)~~
The mobile guy's transformation is the most epic one, what can I say XD

I don't really like the story that much actually because the girls are all super 花痴 and ruined it. I quite like Souma and Kirin s' pairs though lol.

The senseis are damn awesome. Nagayan and Kawai!! Kawai is not even that old to be called an Oji (Come on he is like 3 years older than Kirin/Kiriyama only) XD. Had to admit Nagayan look too young for his age, can't believe he is in thirties already XD Episode 11 made me rofl most.

Shin PoT Manga

2009-04-04T21:30:00.000-07:00

SHIN POT MANGA CHAPTER 2 & 3 ARE OUT *SPARKLES*

Omg almost all of my favourites got in the team!!!!!!

Lol they never fail to amuse me , especially this page XD

A guy is asking for challenge, and said "WHAT ABOUT YOU THERE, FOUR EYES?" and he gets....

Then a megane Ryoma gets on court and unsurprisingly owns.

lmao.

Sentimental thoughts on Graphics making

2009-04-03T04:47:00.000-07:00

At least something brought me joy among the discomfort...
I WON THE KENKEN LAYOUT CONTEST OMG AKA I soon gonna have a Kamakari Kenta fanclub booklet 003 and a Kamakari photoset from Shitenmyu (≧▽≦)♥♥

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY. This is my entry :D

Click for larger view (:

Preview @ randomtoss

I had a hard time making it (like 3 days straight or smth during mid march) with almost no knowledge of livejournal layout D: (have to thank the guide)
This is probably the most useful thing I did in March.

I really can't finish the logo design within these few days cause I am feeling uncomfy TT_____TT And now that I've gotten better...External logo design dateline reached. Haha, just my luck =w=

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Sentimental thoughts on Graphics making, yeah it's a serious post?

I feel that I am taking my iconing passion for granted.
Now that I quitted iconing, it symbolized my graphics skills coming to a standstill.
Because of iconing I learnt new, 'in' techniques and skills, & most importantly, the eye of criticism (that I love and hate most), which helps me a lot in spotting my own mistakes, and focusing on details.

I have been using my current skills/techniques for project and didn't develop/explore anything new at all. For one whole year, I did not improve. I felt somewhat saddening that I might have deproved.
Without icontests, I not even boosting my own techniques. My brain is not being challenged and creative juices all gone.

Looking at my old work, I doubt I can even produce back the stuff that I was once very proud of and earned me certain honors online.

Thus, I made myself believe that my stuff are just worth nothing.
Most importantly, I realised I could not be a professional in the design industry in future. Because I do what I want, and I always do what I like. Thats what that killed me. I am picky, I won't change (YES I AM STILL STUCK AT PHOTOSHOP7)♥.

I don't know what I am turning into now, or rather what-to-be.
I just know that currently I am working on a fanart.
Am in love with icon colouring (human) <- never liked it at all when I was iconing anime). Can't believe my interest change, kudos KenKen.
Btw, by icon colouring I mean these.
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Not colouring lineart. NOT JUST SLAPPING TEXTURES OVER but also playing with fills, curves, selective colours etc mkay. Try 'em, it's fun :'D

But I see no desire in going back to icontest anymore. I just like plain colouring, yes something lazy, and lack of technique, looks simple yet is hard to achieve, something that is underappreciated by many. And please people, the quality too. Screw pixelation.
Hopefully, I will find what I want. Haha dying of text? Woah 2 screen long and it's actually ard 360 words only 8D

Road Kamelot

2009-03-21T01:06:00.000-07:00

Road Kamelot Items List

-Top (white sleeved blouse w/ruffles)
-Black plaited skirt
-Red ribbon
-White pannier
-Mary Janes shoes
-Wig (need styling)
-Lero (pink umbrella + mod) + lollipop
-Contact Lens (gold)
-Grey foundation
-Black nail polish
-Socks
-Eyelashes + Eyebrow pencil

Marui Bunta Items List

-Jersey (top + pants)
-Wig (wine red)
-Contact Lens (purple)
-Racquet (orange)
-Sports Shoes
-White Socks

Ururu Items List

-Top (printed shirt)
-Skirt (pink, white polka dots)
-Wig (black ponytails, cross bangs, criss cross hairline)
-Contact Lens (dark blue)
-Weapon (Cannon)
-Sandals (red top, white base)

Tenimyu List

2009-03-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

Tenimyu List

* 1 Musical Tennis no Ohjisama ~~[backstage]~~
* 2 Remarkable 1st Match Fudomine ~~[backstage]~~
* 3 ~~Dream Live 1st [backstage]~~
* 4 More Than Limit St. Rudolph Gakuen ~~[backstage]~~
* 5 In Winter 2004-2005 Side Fudomine ~Special Match~
* 6 Side Yamabuki Feat. St. Rudolph Gakuen
* 7 ~~Dream Live 2nd [backstage]~~
* 8 ~~The Imperial Match Hyoutei Gakuen [backstage]~~
* 9 ~~The Imperial Match Hyoutei Gakuen in Winter [backstage]~~
* 10 Dream Live 3rd
* 11 ~~Advancement Match Rokkaku feat. Hyotei Gakuen [backstage]~~
* 12 Absolute King Rikkai feat. Rokkaku ~ First Service
* 13 Dream Live 4th ~~[backstage]~~
* 14 Absolute King Rikkai feat. Rokkaku ~ Second Service
* 15 The Progressive Match Higa Chuu feat Rikkai
* 16 Dream Live 5th
* 17 The Imperial Presence Hyotei Gakuen
* 18 The Treasure Match Shitenhouji

* Not watching 1-6 except dream live and backstages.

[Kimpau] [San5291]-Higa

Shin Tennis no Oujisama

2009-03-04T02:53:00.000-08:00

OMG finally the 1st chapter of new POT is out! The timeline is a bit messy though anyway it shows some of the chosen members.

Wheres Shishido (and well, Ohtori), Saeki, Zaizen and Shinji?!

I have yet to see these ;______; But since Zaizen didn't go with the rest of Shitenhouji, guess he is out (kinda sad that the baka pair is not complete also). And maybe Shinji too.. BUT SHISHIDO AND SAEKI MUST BE IN *prays* Dx And Seigaku whole crew in ugh. And I thought it's supposed to be 100+ picked 50, don't know why they now only pick 50?!

Chosen so far
Seigaku
1 - 9. Whole team
Hyoutei
10. Atobe
11. Oshitari
12. Gakuto
13. Hiyoshi
14. Kabaji
15. Jiroh
16. Ootori
Rikkai
17. Yukimura
18. Sanada
19. Niou
20. Marui
21. Kirihara
22. Yanagi
23. Yagyuu
24. Jackal
Yamabuki
25. Sengoku
26. Akutsu
Shitenhouji
27. Kintarou
28. Shiraishi
29. Gin
30. Kenya
31. Koharu
32. Chitose
Higa
33. Kite
34. Fat guy
35. Rin
Fudomine
36. Tachibana
37. Kamio
38. Shinji
Rokkaku
39. Dabide
40. Bane
St.Rudolph
41. Mizuki

And by far, not a single good-looking new character (maybe cause it's minor so far). The coach looks gay too.

More ramblings

2009-03-03T03:31:00.001-08:00

A few of my entries went drafted (I have a tendency to take down some rambling entries every so and then by saving them as draft, instead of deleting them).

I suddenly felt like having a diary, cause there are certain things still unable or bland to mention in blog. I figured it would be fun to look at what I have written now, in future. However, I don't like looking at harsh rants, it will somehow bring back sad and unfond memories, so sometimes I would rather not put it down in pen. I still can't step over this hurdle to make myself feel better. And I, myself don't know whats better for me.

After a long time, I went back again. JCG made me a lively and more sociable person, and taught me to learn to value things around but it starts to make me breed hatred generally. Towards what I and people are doing and thinking and feeling. Sometimes I feel that everything is just plain stupid and superficial. Yes I bring all these shit after a shower OTL||

Now for something fun♪♪
Lol this is crack ♥ and sorry I hotlinked Rafie's image here :P *gets shot*

*added a new review section lol*

2 more drama down!

2009-03-02T00:49:00.000-08:00

Yea 2 more J dramas down XD! Perhaps I am going back to movies next~

Akihabara@Deep

Akihabara is a Tokyo district full of mangas, anime, electronics, video games, figurines, etc.
Page, Box, Akira, Taiko, Daruma, and Izumu are six otaku each with his/her own troubles and sought relief through a website called "Yui’s Lifeguard."
When site owner Yui died of a mysterious death, the six who are each experts in their own fields gathered to form "Akihabara@DEEP", a "trouble shooter" group that vows to protect Akihabara and solve the problems of its inhabitants
★☆★☆
This show is quite lame (a bit exaggerating) and somewhat ero lol. Very otaku otakus might like it though lol
My favourite part about it are of course akira's fighting scenes. Super real and cool! Female boxer is kakkoi ne XD

Gokusen 3

The plot involves Kumiko Yamaguchi, the granddaughter of a Yakuza boss, Kuroda of the Kuroda Ikka.
"Yankumi" becomes a teacher at an all-boys private high school. Her class is full of delinquents, but she tries her hardest to teach them not just about academics, but about lessons of life, much like any "dedicated teacher" story.
Though she's forced to keep her family a secret from the public, her Yakuza upbringing gives her the strength and the experience to reach out to her students, while also providing comedic relief.
★☆★☆
Pretty much same as Gokusen I and II. And each story ends roughly the same. However I love the comedy XD Since I only watch the second season (and no intention to watch back the 1st), this 3rd one didn't totally worn me out.
The cast list for all the series is just ZOMG, 1st contains Matsumoto Jun + Oguri Shun, 2nd Akanishi Jin + Kame (from KAT-TUN) + Teppei then 3rd Miura Haruma etc etc.
My only complain. WHY ARE THE TENIMYU GUYS BACKGROUND CAST?! ;______; (CLICK FOR 3RD SEASON 3-D FULL CLASS CAST LIST)

All are watchable on Veoh~♪
Click respective names to go to wiki drama page~

More dorammmmma~

2009-02-18T23:28:00.000-08:00

MOAR MOVIES XD <3

Click on the image to go the watching links and more info~

Starting I was not very comfy with 2 Faces of my Girlfriend because of the main guy being super unhandsome LOL, but because of this fact, it makes more sense to the show XD
And kudos to the female lead with her impressive acting of the alter egos!

Quoted: "Contains all the ingredients for a romantic comedy to make you laugh, cry and cheer the characters on their crazy quest for love!"

Adapted from the manga of same name, Lovely Complex is definitely a cute movie to watch~! However since the story is shortened, it kinda lacks some nice elements to work on. The choice of actors chosen were good,and the main leads are super adorable XD

I tried to watch 10 Promises to my Dog because of good reviews about it. Honestly, I find it quite boring though. The storyline was typical and there is not much humor. The most dramatic and sad part is of course the part about the death of 'Socks', the promises made were nice and sentimental. Hm I would only rec this to dog lovers.

Princess Princess D

2009-02-14T04:47:00.000-08:00

# Title: Princess Princess D
# Genre: Romance / Comedy
# Episodes: 10

In all-boys school with a tradition of Princesses (boys chosen to attend school functions dressed up as girls to alleviate the tension between the students), Yutaka Mikoto, Shihoudani Yuujirou and Kouno Tooru are this year's chosen Princess team.
Dissatisfied with the half-hearted efforts of the current Princesses, Hanazono Otoya creates his own team of Dark Princesses to rival for the students' attention.

Based on the shoujo manga Princess Princess, by Mikiyo Tsuda.

Finished this within 2 days, sad to say this show didn't live up to my expectations.
It is chocked full of wth-ness(more than half which I don't get it XD), randomness and gayness >_> lol
But it was worth seeing Kenken's tooth brushing and sleeping scene..super cute XD <3
~~Though Kenken in lolita is omg ~_~||~~
Well there is Takumi<3 & I find Sato Takeru rather adorable too *gets shot*
Oh yus, fangirling mode is back!

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Another update:

#Tonari no 801-chan
#Starring Seto Kouji (3rd cast Eiji)

A 55 minute live action adaptation of Ajiko Kojima's Tonari no 801-chan manga.
It's a romantic comedy about a 28 year old male otaku whose girlfriend is a yaoi fan.

Omg this movie is ownage, I was like rofling all the way.
If your otaku level is higher, the level you understand it would be higher XD
The guy is just too patient and nice =_=, I doubt there is really a guy like him irl.
I wouldn't recommend this to anyone who can't stand yaoi though, cause of the female protagonist .__.||
Didn't complete this, cause I can't find subs for all parts ;_;

Happy★Boys

2009-02-01T06:45:00.000-08:00

DRAMA REVIEW - Happy★Boys

"A comedy following five young men who work at Lady Braganza, a shitsuji kissa (butler café). "
http://www.dramacrazy.net/v/japanese-drama/happy-boys/

I suck at reviewing but anyway I just finished this 13 episode drama, it's so cute haha. Though sometimes the humor is a bit lame lol, the stories teaches a lot about important values in life, nice show ♥ The fun part is about their characters and personalities XD

Weee I now became a fan of Kamakari Kenta (KenKen) <3333333333

Rabu points: He is the actor of Shishido from the Prince of Tennis Musical and he voices Dino from hitman reborn! XDD <3
Idky he almost always like got the act-cool/pimp/host roles >_>

2009-01-31T23:42:00.000-08:00

ilu kenken XD
♥
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Reminiscence

2009-01-24T22:34:00.000-08:00

lol random lame thing.

A same feeling come back again. Again.I am bored of all things now, not necessary 'physical' stuff too. Is there something exciting and new...to challenge.. Hm..

I have a contradicting thought regarding skip beat also. So far I find it good that it is different from other typical shoujo manga cause it's romance hints started late. Which I like, cause I would usually get sick of the rest of he stories when the girl and guy get together [typical stories again]. However, I am hoping that the romance part would come out quickly ~_~ But then, I would lost interest soon after that I guess ~____~;;

Damnit it, I was still owed my pay and contact lens refund. Looking for white boots under 60 bucks before 31 Jan >_<

PoT Fever!!!!!!

2009-01-06T03:50:00.000-08:00

I am getting back the Prince of Tennis fever!!!

The new series is coming out!! Currently Sakura Ken'ichi artist of dragon drive is drawing The Prince of Afterschool, a 4 panel tribute manga to PoT, which mainly consists of crack!!!

There is also the new taiwan drama of PoT, the cast doesn't look as pleasing though (maybe I'll try a few episodes), I can't wait to see the Shitenhouji cast of Tenipuri Musicals!!!!! <3

Okay onwards to the details!!:
The new Prince of Tennis manga will be known as 'Shin Tennis no Oujisama', which will begin serializing in March!
The Story will begin with a gather of the best 100+ junior tennis players in japan, which will be cut down to a team of 50 (The 'Dream Team') for the Senbatsu Tournamant, along with the arrivals of new uniforms!!!!!

Sounds exciting to me! Hope my favourites get in and there will be new characters which mean NEW BISHIES XD

Atobe, Oshitari, Shishido, Jiroh, Marui, Niou, Kirihara, Fuji, Ryoma, Eiji, Saeki, Sengoku, Shiraishi, Kenya, Zaizen and Shinji PLEASE GET IN XD <33333

According to the author, the original series we have been reading for years is just a PREQUEL X_X...

To-do list for Tenipuri:
1)Check back Tenipuri comm for all past PoT updates
~~2)Read the PoT game Doki Doki Survival translation~~
~~3)Watch Dramapuri~~ [8/22]
~~4)Check out the Shitenhouji cast list~~
~~5)Watch PoT OVA 24~~ [25 & 26 @ Jan 23]
~~6)DL all Tenimyu fav images~~
~~7)Check if 40.5 is in store!!!~~ [Feb/Mar]
8)Tenimyu

To-show-Simp de list:
1)Megane vid (and the bikini one if didn't receive)
2)Wake up calls vids
3)Valentine Kiss!!!!!!!!
4)Dramapuri

The iPersonic Personality Test

2008-12-31T06:44:00.001-08:00

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable.

The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence.

Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

Adjectives which describe your type

introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, sceptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty

Biz Shoot

2008-12-29T23:57:00.000-08:00

Phew my biz shoot is over, a bit tough for a first-timer like me *lacks experience* but with the help of many, I have certainly learnt a lot <3 8D Woohoo love to minna-san XD

Omake

SATSUGAII SE YOO!!! GO TO DMC!!!!

Epic Fail Guy.

2008-12-23T07:01:00.000-08:00

After some mind researching, I can conclude that people who commented stuff that they don't know about are really shallow and maybe idiotic.

Some people just like to comment about others and phrasing everything to their side, without knowing how they make a joke of themselves in the eyes of others.

Those who said that "those who say others are epic fail, sometimes are rather "fail" themselves." are probably made of fail too, cause they just did the same thing lol. One being they don't know and pretend to know, either that or the other party are just fail. They just don't know the reasons or have actually treated other people the same way before. In the end, they are just turning one big round to make themselves look dumb.
These people to me I would label them as egoist or rather, self-centered and conceited people.

Best of all they are most likely to be keyboard warriors.
Hiding behind and flaming while appearing in real life, acting as neutrals or sucking up to others. God these people made me rofl.

Especially when one is ranting at about how displeased he is at others' ranting. How contradicting *laughs*

Somebody like being double-faced, that's one reason why people I dislike know that I loathe them, cause I don't even want to see their bloody faces. I can say quite some are thick-skinned and think they are needed? People want them to get out of their sight but he/she/they is/are just there being eye sore to the mass. Don't like then don't read simple as that lol and know the limits. Some people seriously need to grow up. No point in ranting something that goes against oneself, that's just plain stupid.

It is just sad to hope for a better bunch of people in future when a lot of the current people are already hopeless. So it doesn't surprise me if the future generation takes after people nowadays.

Sometimes, they just like to talk big words. When in the first place, doubtfully they are able to do it, which doesn't make them have the right to critique others when they themselves cannot make it.
Main reason being it doesn't seem convincing cause the one who throws them out isn't even setting example for it haha. Talking about the number of people who actually goes against the people, it serves as just another fact to shows how many people dislike them and how pathetic they are.

Link that 'inspired' me:
lulz come click me I know you want to
Talking about yourself?
Thanks I had a good laugh, it totally made my day.

Fail lulz

2008-12-22T09:20:00.000-08:00

I am unhappy and sick. And I can't show it.

More and more guys are made of fail lulz.

Personality Quiz

2008-12-21T08:49:00.000-08:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	88
Extraversion	31
Openness to Experience	81
Agreeableness	31
Conscientiousness	15

You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge, however you tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly.

Take a personality tests now or view the full Personality Report

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I quite like this quiz actually hoho though not everything is accurate, I shall have some comparisons (under full report) of it with the one I did months ago.

Neuroticism
Generally increased especially in anger, from 12 to 41.
Immoderation decreased though woots. I look like I am dying from depressions lol.

Extraversion
Rofl faillllllll but it got better!! 12>>31

Friendliness from 2 to 26 :D haha I am unfriendly >_> but at least I improved hohoho.
General increase in everything except Activity Level and cheerfulness.
But I have to say, my Activity Level is actually much much higher now.

Openness to Experience
Either stay the same or increased.

Agreeableness
An increase in modesty. I thought that would drop <_<

Conscientiousness
Lol love this, from 37 to 15.
Self-Efficacy drop to 0.
Old one is more accurate though. I am a cautious person that takes my time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

IDES web design

2008-12-03T07:07:00.000-08:00

Lol this is really a short one, but ta da my IDES ex3 webbie! XD The best thing about it is minimal use of Dreamweaver and more of slicing rofllllllllll.

Main page

Sub page

I didn't manage to complete it though, never put the sample pics in DX
I messed up the text codes for the sub page too. The text actually shifted out of place depending on how big you open the browser.

Shitty Week + Quiz

2008-11-28T18:28:00.000-08:00

What should I cosplay for Cosplay Challenge 09? I can't decide as I want something useful, simple yet nice and don't want something too hard.

And quiz...!

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Clothings hunt

2008-11-21T01:49:00.000-08:00

~~Omg I broke the number of blog entries I have than the 2005 blog I have back then XD <3 My business photoshoot coming 1st but I wanna source/brainstorm for EOY clothes if possible XD~~
~~Giving up soon.~~

Version of Dino I am doing:

Coat + Cargo Pants - Custom make

Contact Lens - Online

Belt - Springfield/ Daiso (repaint)

Whip - Taping

Shirt - Black shirt + repaint

Shoe - Boots (deciding long or short one) plus cloth paste over/ Repaint sneakers

Wig cap - ~~Chinatown, P's Park~~ Make

Enzo - Make

Cosmetics - Eyeliner, foundation, pressed powder, eyebrow paint, eyelash + Body paint (tattoo)

HELP ME KEEP A LOOKOUT PLEASE~ Thanks XD

Consolidating rant

2008-11-17T08:11:00.000-08:00

Today, I am pretty much moody/unhappy.
Have a super long consolidating rant from me. And straight things straight.

1) I like making plans even though it wastes my time, I know I am the type who constantly need something to refer to, so I did it. It just has a very important reason behind it. Rather than thinking about what homework etc again, I like to write everythingy down then look at it even if I don't need it. Besides, it gives me a sense of certainty.

2) I hate how people turn one big round to say an obvious thing, like acting double-faced (no, this is different from asking obvious questions) inside out. This just plainly made my eyes roll.

3) Believe it or not, I am sensitive but not bad-tempered. I am concern about every damn thing possible. Thus, I might sound agitated which was just to point out my main point/concern which was never understood or even finished. AKA I loathe people asking me to chill, I AM CHILLED, even I don't sound like it to you. If I am not, and you asked, I'd tell you if I am pissed.

4) Super random, but I bloody dislike it when people complain about them being the sad party got getting ditched in a relationship cause A) Yes, the girl is bad blah blah etc, main fault lies with her blah blah BUT I don't believe such thing as total fault, the guy confirm must have some problems in him. B) The guys happen to be this surface and like this type of girl/bitch IN THE FIRST PLACE. Physically attraction -> then found out totally cmi, haha I can only conclude this as irresponsible?

5) I agree my time management sucks, but people always say you don't know 'you never been to this side and how tough their side is' etc, then actually mine is nothing compared to it blah blah. I do take into consideration the whole situation when making such statements, thus I simply hate it that the person whom actually said that did not even experience MY situation.

6) Yes, I am wasting my time blogging etc again, but does one actually knows that it serves as short breaks for me? If I don't really want to do my work, I could've dota'ed all the way, why do I care?
I absolutely cannot take it when people complain about how they chionged project for sleepless nights when the fact is that I actually CAN'T. People don't even think there is such reasons. My father don't allow me to sleep late even when I'VE TOLD HIM IT'S FOR PROJECTS' SAKE. He don't give a damn, so I said sometimes please stop asking me to ask my father to allow me to do this do that. Cause if it's possible, I WOULD HAVE DONE IT! WHICH MEANS I CAN'T GET IT?! I DON'T HAVE YOUR PARENTS. Yes, I am chilled :3

7) I frigging hate people taking/trying to take pictures of me. That is one of my biggest pet peeve and I mean it. Plus, it wasn't meant to be funny or a joke.

8) I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally hate people spreading relationship related rumors about me. This seriously hurts friendship sometimes. I am now saying and clarifying that I DON'T LIKE ANYONE FROM JCG, god dammnit and thus far, HAS NEVER LIKED ANYONE in JCG, so feel free to toss away the vivid imaginations now. And for the people now, nope :D I pretty much don't feel sensitivity anywhere and I am not interested at all or could say I hardly like someone in that way. Talking about it, for god damn sake, there are actually people who think i like 'em or actually thick-skinned enough to TELL others than I like them lawls, when they don't even think about my side and know that I am not blind and even if they slapped 1 m bucks on my face, I wouldn't even take them. Yeah, I sound like an asshole but whatever.

9) Wanna know something? Ask directly from me. Information from my friends are likely to be 60% accurately only.

10) It's very hard to be good friends with guys because of their attitude, they would never know how much you treasure them AS A FRIEND.
Also, 70% of 'meaningful-sounding words' spurted out from their mouth are quite bullshit to me.

11) I hate it how they stage the scene nicely for themselves and say out 'beautiful' words. I also don't believe others hate without a reason.
Its like A telling B the girl pretty so what I won't woo her de la, then A tells C, haha the girl super pretty sia.
My main point here is that A says that he is not interested in the girl and might swear upon it to make others believe him. IT'S TRUE. Even if A praised the girl like woah in front of C, it doesn't mean he's interested in her. However, the attitude part comes in. Unfortunately, C spreads it. And B knows it, and feels like it is so different when throwing 2 sides together, it's like ACTING two-faced, more likely unintentionally.
I'd rather people come clean with their true feelings in the first place, it might hurt but it doesn't kill and save some reputation and trouble.
This example is not pin-pointed at anyone, don't worry.

12) I don't talk or argue with people much (in face) nowadays cause I am practically sick of it. I am the type who will stumble when talking when conveying my long thoughts. However, give me the chance to sort it and type it out, you get every neat and almost complete fillings, leaving only whether the person/people will understand it or not.(like these shit)

13) I hate being categorized. People think this way, does not mean that I think this way too, even if I am with them. I have my own thoughts and frankly to say, it varies from people generally, and this doesn't mean that I can't and did not share. It's just the fact that the person cannot take in.
If someone thinks you are always childish, then you will only be viewed in that way to them. Which means, they never really see your take and mature views on certain stuff. Seriously, I am quite sick of being an total idiot. People don't know how long I've been wishing to give up that side and change generally. Smiling wide takes a lot of hard work also.

14) Sue me, so whats the deal about Design students, of course GENERALLY they are more talented in arts than others, they ARE design student, and thats one reason why they confide/take design. It's just super overrated. And all those national levels thing etc are crap and excuses (I AM TALKING ABOUT GENERAL STUFF), not everybody gives a damn and go WOW at it, going for competition shows that you outshine some people but that doesn't mean you are the most outstanding of all, and this doesn't mean there is no human from a random ulu course can beat you, the world is like that, you don't really have a stable place in society and unexpected also happens.
Example Yuki. She might not be the best, but I'd say her drawing skills would own quite some of the design students there. Tough, but this is the power of self learning.
I'd say the only edge design students have over others is that they have more time to deal with the programs cause it's part of the course itself and it don't applies to others like engine school, AS school? Who know there might be even shiner gems that had not been polished or even discovered in other schools.

15) I am a person with low self-esteem. So when I am confident about something, I do have my stuff that is enough to strut, even it is not stuff that makes people goes OMGWTHBBQ?!, at least it decent enough to earn the minimal recognition. All I can say is don't underestimated people around you, you might not know when they will overtake/surpass you one day. This also applies to my stands or sayings during 'deep' conversation. I can't say I am a photoshop expert or professional, or someone who uses it efficiently enough but sure I am able to use it better than some people in generally or rather use it for some underrated purposes. It may sound thick-skinned, but if there is supposed to be something like icontest in the real life. Can't say outdo all, but I am prepared get my ass off to own.

16) I am hard to be impressed, as I have seen almost all kind nonsense around and used to it, nothing actually becomes a big deal to me. If I expressed any admiration, I really mean it, you are that good.

17) There are probably more, haha maybe TBC or part 2? Kudos and cookies for people who actually read everything lol~ meep.

Emo Kia

2008-11-08T04:57:00.001-08:00

~~I am frustrated. Irritated. And dropping back to my emo mood. Hell, don't even feel like ranting.~~ Okay, no more.
Haha love my emo kia.

Money makes the world goes round.

2008-11-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

Gawd, why must they talk about money situation in front of us again.
My uncle now can't support himself, let alone my grandma.
My the other uncle does not have enough money and keeps borrowing from my dad.

I swear I will support my grandma if I have the money. But I don't. I don't.
Suddenly, I wish I am a Year 3 and is having SIP.
Schoolwork is neverending and I can't even go Digiskin to work.

These few days I am just feeling guilty of all my feelings, even if it did not matter at all.
I hate myself for being sensitive.
Sorta 'disliking' (what I called)past people more and more for many particular reasons (I hope some people don't think it's them) or in relate with my previous rant.
Will there comes a day I truly hate someone?

我好想筒某些人。
我很不爽。超不爽。真得很不爽。非常的不爽。很惹人厭！！！！！

Oh well, I updated!

2008-11-05T05:33:00.000-08:00

Oh yea, I was gonna leave it dead but oh well, I am alive!!! XD

School
This sem is tough, projects are coming in like mad. Since we are half IT and Design, we get assignment on both sides, but it's the design side that is killing me.
3 different projects at a go! Design school de blocking teaching also don't have so much lo~

Cosplay
I am pretty scared I cannot make it for my EOY cosplay, be it mentally or physically x(, now then I realised it's only 1 month away and placing orders need around that much of time.
So far customing costume, still left wig, wig cap, shirt, shoe , whip, enzo, shoes and contacts lo. At this work rate, I doubt I can finish...

During our halloween haunted house event, got a guy say "EH , why this ghost so small one?" after he saw me. Am I really that tiny...? ._.
Btw, our Anime/Manga subcomm getting livelier, it's so much fun, you guys are the best 8D and mai mojo! I love my mama and papa too <3

Rant
Flingers are getting on my nerves also.
I hate it that when you seriously want to make good friends with guys nowadays, they don't even treat you as one. Instead as flings.
Shit these people, thats why I don't believe in making good friends with guys anymore, to them, it's just 'hit and run and hit and run' AND THEY DON'T EVEN DESERVE IT.
Worse scenario, is some can be thick-skinned and think you like 'em lawls.
To me, good friends are those you can/might chill out with every now and then, with or without reasons, and show care and concern to each other. Not those you don't have any more girls to talk with then come and 撒嬌 to me =3=
Thanks castillo, you are sorta one of the very few guy good friends I have and whom, I can feel comfortable hanging out with plus talk lots of crap to (maybe cause you like ahem lol). I still love my girls a lot more lol~

Oh much stuff I wanna buy but no money , I should post up a list of my wants soon!! (blogshop)

TPJCG Chalet

2008-09-14T20:26:00.000-07:00

TPJCG Chalet

Won't be separating this entry into day 1 and 2 cause I can't really remember what exactly happened on each day lol.

I learnt Mahjong!! Haha it was easier than what I thought, just that I don't know about the combinations and tai lol.
Then basically we chiong mahjong after the water games (which cause my slippers to sorta spoilt) till the night.
And thats when my mood for the whole chalet gone downhill, caused by some stupid people.
Oh ya somewhere in the afternoon also went bowling, suck at it.
In the end I never tried the rockband and wii too lol. Didn't eat much of the BBQ stuff also.

Sunday feels better. A bunch of us went to eat subway (br-unch) and mmmmmmmmmm supercalifragilisticexpialidocious (lol ivy) XD
Then went pooling, as usual (same as bowling) main weakness - no strength.
Anyway, later on headed to learn Dota with Bellra, Chris and Wei Yen. I used Zeus, and gay Wei Yen out lol.
Wa biang then the two guys play wtf mode and flood the screen with gay stuff haha, even a few players behind also say damn gay haha.

Passed by comics rental shop also, 我和他的XXX 5 is out!! So is latest volume of 貓街!! Gonna rent 'em all some day wakaka.

But the chalet was both fun and sucky. It brought out a strong sense of emoness in me, especially during the late 2nd day to 3rd day morning. Someone told me to cheer up and that I was the emoness person she've ever seen, more emo than her who is very emo lol. I thought that was cute haha and that warmed my heart up a little idk why haha.

After coming up with the mediation routine and crap, I didn't manage to do it, oh well. Forget it.
And I didn't celebrate mid-autumn festival, how sad.

Now I feel tired not because of the activites these day, but maybe mentally which leads to me feeling worn out physically.
In conclusion, after the chalet, I wake up a bit more. I need to grow up somemore. Didn't reached my expectations. So a lot more I guess.
I suck.

Meditation

2008-09-01T23:12:00.000-07:00

I get very tired easily these few days, due to some reasons which mainly are stress (that was induced by different problems) yeah or as someone said weak blood circulation...
I need a refreshing break or med ita tion to clear my mind.
Especially when I cannot afford to sleep and wake and sleep and wake and go to sleep again every time, it wastes energy also XD

And I am going for job interview later, if I happen to get a job, I don't know it will help to de-stress or make me more stress but indeed it could solve some money factor.

So I am open to suggestions now haha, any activities for relaxation or for improving blood circulation (no pig liver please lol) would be appreciated.

Natsu Matsuri

2008-08-24T03:27:00.000-07:00

Natsu Matsuri

We girls in Yukata!!

Click for larger size~

For our free food and tickets we do Sai Kang haha! TPJCG Workers group shot!!

Overall the event was okay haha. First half of the day just sucks, and my EXTREME curls failed haha. From the working part onwards, it's more fun idk why lol XD Anyway after reading someone's blog, I realised I missed out a lot of good food. Nevermind, there is still next year XD

Random empty thoughts

2008-08-21T00:28:00.000-07:00

Obviously I am not studying again lol *hides*
Ya I resized some formal photos haha but just don't wanna post my face here anymore.

Just some random empty thoughts...Haha actually I used not to feel fun anymore. A lot of stuff people feel it's fun, but to me it's like haha Okay la. No, not that it's sian/boring just that it's hard to get back that extreme feelings, don't feel it. But recently, it got somewhat better I could feel some bits of it, not that bad. HAHAHA gawd I like randomly laughing now XD

Instead now, I don't feel friendship anymore. It's disappearing. Hmm like that. Hardly feeling it, no idea if it'll get better or it will stop haha. So sick and tired of getting some stuff back. Maybe if it gets that worse, I'll reconsider.

Nahhhh I am not emo-ing, more of sighing? Just feel like spreading this out. Maybe to people it seems like I am always emo-ing on the surface, haha but to me, not really.
It's no big deal if people don't understand what I am talking about, haha some don't feel it, and most don't understand it. Doesn't matter anymore, in fact I rather hope people don't try to understand instead of making assumptions and then misunderstood haha, especially in the relationship side?I don't wanna frigging seems retarded. Hey I am some sort struggling and I got this sucky feeling.
I don't hold hope in this part anymore.

我不是人家想得那麽弱好不好，我還要支撐很多咚咚的耶，反而只是沒自己想的那麽強。
まだまだだね.

One down

2008-08-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

OMG FINALLY, WDS DONE!
Now time for ranting and random post.
Left Java JAVAAAAAAA! Cast help meeeee! lol

I almost died these few days.
Sadly to say, I managed to submit the website in time but I didn't complete it ;_;
Missing one page and GALLERY never put in at all. Pro ah.
If late no deduction of marks, I could have at least inserted some pictures *scared to risk*

And I got 2 days MC since I went to see the doctor. Kinda have flu. Addicted to 'Witch Doctor' by Chipmunks last few days, don't know why lol.
I seriously hope Java got retest (and not so soon) if not I 15% ->> 0. But less stresser now.

These few days super traumatising, and keep cabbing...So broke. Haiz, no idea if I will ever learn my session.

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On the brighter side, I got 2 clothes, 5 bucks each XD Cheap right hahaha I want a thin belt now. Anyway, presentation next Thursday...SIAN!
Haha sticking with Punk + Formal again. Bought a black ring, borrowing black tie from friend, just missing a geeky white/black specs lol. Thank goodness no CCA that day hahahas. Bought some hair accessories also, got a hairband, so unsuitable on me lol.

Stresssssed

2008-08-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

Streeeesssed Xd

I know I disappointed myself and people because of my slackness...Honestly to say, I can't really change that now lol, but I will try my best to cope. Haha go ahead and slap me for doing nothing.

This week stuff
CMSY - Mock Exam [Mon]
WDS - Download dreamweaver and making webby [Tues]
Java - Learn everything [Thurs]
V Lit - Sketch [Fri]

Dang it, I have CCA today, plus I going there on Monday...Haha XD *am soooooo dead*

Ahhhhh I am alcohol deprived, was so tempted yesterday >_> Nvm, I'll go crazy on it during JCG retreat haha~

But...Okay so no RO for me this week!

PATAPON

2008-07-13T06:11:00.000-07:00

ANYONE WANT TO COSPLAY PATAPON (FOR STREETFEST) WITH MMMMMEEEEE? XD <3

Cosplay Plans

2008-07-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

My cosplay plans are being brought forward XD

22 November Business Shot as Ten Years Later Dino

-Wig [Custom order from Haru] (Need to find out cost, need more pics)
Price estimated to be around $70

-Business Suit
White shirt + pants: Borrow from Jingle
Blazer: Ask Ping Ping

-Boots [cost]

-Tattoo (Bribe Mojo help me draw)

-Eye brow [Blonde]

-Wig cap [$5]

-Bandages

-Contact Lens [Brown] (Need by Nov)

-Whip [Check out S/M Shop]

- Enzo [Try make]

-Height Increase Insoles [1.5 cm from Daiso]

-Nails [Bugis]

-Eyelashes [Daiso]

Misc-Cosmetics (Concealer, Foundation, Powder, lip balm & liner, mascara, eyelash comb)

Savings: [$60]

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EOY as Dino

-Wig [Trim from TYL Dino wig]

-Costume

Need prepare skiiiiiiit.

New Haircut

2008-07-01T08:35:00.000-07:00

New Retarded Haircut!

As always, I hate it111 Omg I thought it would turn out fine but was wrong. I wanted the top upper back part of my hair to be trimmed short so I can spike it up like Gokudera, then the person cut only the top tip part of the hair only. And my hair now is like Mukuro. Great, I never thought anyone would possibly have this hairstyle, haha but I got it - Pineapple head D< Boohoo guess I might anyhow cut it myself....

Jialat weekend

2008-06-29T19:06:00.000-07:00

Jialat weekend

Sicked, missed gyoza making on Saturday D: Went for Aquarian Age anime screening, it was so-so only. Went to Kohaku. OMG THE SINGERS WERE AWESOME =DDD We intend to go again next year ^0^

On Sunday, went toycon. The event was more boring than I expected. Honestly to say, some of those cosplayers who joined the competition were not that good. And look chio =/= good cosplay. Getting the details right are very important. Effort people!!!

Then went arcading and I let my handphone get stolen Q_Q Please don't call or sms me anymore.

Quiz Quiz Quiz.

2008-06-24T05:37:00.000-07:00

Omg we booked the project room for the 1st time! Yay! lols... *celebrates*

Quiz Quiz Quiz.

Tagged by Qian Yong <3
1. Do you have wide groups of friends?
Hmm...

2. If you’re in trouble, will your friends ‘fly’ over to help you immediately?
Hmm..it depends on what I guess.

3. Will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends?
Hmm..it depends on what and on who.

4. Do you believe in Best friends, BFFs , or that everyone’s equal?
I don't believe in Best friends, neither do I believe that everyone’s equal.

5. Do you think that a straight & a woman can just be a platonic friends?
Yup.

6. Do you have a male friend that you can trust with almost everything?
Nope.

7. Do you think that friends should tell each other everything?
Not really.

8. If your friends are in trouble, what will you do?
Be opened for consultation. Will do my best to help.

9. In future, if your friends get married and ask you to be their best men/bridesmaid, will you agree?
Argh gown. But me you also want, okay lor I give you face.

10. What if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
My enemy must be feeling emo.

11. What will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
Just broke off lor. But if there are some kind of reasons, maybe it will work out.

12. If your friend snatch away your boyfriend, will you still be a friend or hate him/her completely?
Don't think will be friends anymore. But if bf gets snatched, it probably means he kinda sucks. Who knows he won't cheat on others again. Gone for good.

13. What if there is a boy/girl that have liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that he/she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help him/her?
So many. So far, all those that I've given perfect (and I mean it) help failed hopelessly. Seriously, I am speechless.

14. Do your parents think that your friends are a bad influence?
Nope.

15.What will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
Haha won't happen.

16. If your friend organize a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go? Will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/Don’t go?
I have my way.

17. How will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?
Hmm...Okay bah~

18. Define friendship
Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more beings. It includes the tendency to desire what is best for the other, sympathy and empathy, honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
mutual understanding.
-Wikipedia

19. Name 20 people whom you can think right now (in no order). Don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people.At the end, choose 5 people to do this.
1. Xian Yong
2. Qian Yong
3. Genevieve
4. Shiyun
5. Yi Xuan
6. Michelle Ong
7. Bi Xia
8. Joanne
9. Seow Hung
10. No qns
11. Christina
12. Castillo
13. Simphoni
14. No qns
15. Bellra
16. Sarah Fatty
17. Terence
18. Su Shian
19. Yi Lin
20. Jingle

Hmm it follows a clique I guess. If you're not listed doesn't mean you mean nothing to me kay? ~~And vice versa xD~~ Of course will pick people I know better la.

How did you meet no. 4?
Shiyun : In NCPS~

What will you do if you never meet no. 1?
Xian Yong : Omg nooo *clings on * It also means no sprees? And nobody to give me -.-" face.

What if no. 9 & no. 20 dated?
Seow Hung & Jingle: Hahahahaha xDDDD

Will no. 6 & no. 17 date?
MIchelle Ong & Terence: Impossible *kills quiz setter*

Describe no. 3.
Genevieve : Les, entertaining and pervertic. Lol nvm, I still love you.

Describe no. 7.
Bi Xia : Results very good, quite fashionable?

Do you know any of no.12’s family?
Castillo : Richard and Irene hahahahahahaha xD

What will you do if no.18 confess to you that he / she likes you?
Su Shian : Love you too xD

What language does no.15 speaks?
Bellra : English and Chinese

How old is no.16?
Fatty : 12

When is the last time you spoke to no.13?
Sim : Monday~

Who is no.2 favorite band or singer?
Qian Yong : I also don't know D:

Would you ever date no. 4?
Shiyun : Sure.

Would you ever date no. 1?
Xian Yong: Bring it on, baby xd

Is no. 19 single?
Yi Lin : Yesh~

Would you ever be in a relationship with no.11?
Christina : Hell no.

School of no. 3?
Genevieve : TP!

Where does no. 6 live?
Michelle Ong : Serangoon! =D

What is your favourite thing about no.5?
Yi Xuan : Opps opps, don't want say leh.

Have you seen no. 2 naked?
Qian Yong : ;P

What is no. 8’s nickname?
Joanne : Mojojojojojojojo.....

Next 5 person to do the survey.
Not tagging. Whoever wants to do, just do. However, my blog disabled the ability to copy, so go view source then C & P.

Informal KTV Outing

2008-06-21T22:16:00.000-07:00

Informal KTV Outing

Supposedly there should be 6 ppl going but in the end they fly us aeroplane while the AE leader don't even know is today =_= So me, Sim, Peifen and another guy went. ~~Ooops~~

I didn't went to papercrafting session cause my mom buy lunch back late and I have no time to prepare.

Haha I sing until very jialat..Don't dare to sing, only sing if it is duet lol...Then we spam the disco ball xD Wee Emo singing~~

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Never do ANY homework, thinking what to do 1st now *coughcoughlookwhatamIdoingnow* xD

CDS chosen! Mine submitted @ 10.50am, hope have chance >_< I regretted putting Culture Design as 3rd sia but I don't want to re-update cause I scare will lower the chance of me taking Japanese Dx The rest is all HSS lol...

I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEKEND XD <3

2008-06-19T07:44:00.000-07:00

Random post

1st thing - homework never do at all = so dead Dx

Don't feel like going papercrafting session tml Dx and the timing ~_~

Plans:

This Sat: Papercrafting session then KTV

Next Sat: Gyoza Making, if go earlier time slot then Anime screening, at night go Song Battle
Next Sun: Convention, go whole day

Edit: Oh yea maybe I can cosplay with one of my sec school friend in year 2010. Still long but YAY!

I WANT TO HAVE MORE LAYERS OF HAIRRRRRRRRRR! (Tao mo okay)

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Edit again: I just read Bokura ga Ita...Omg I know how the emo girl is feeling sia...I totally feel that (almost everytime), just that we are of different circumstances...Felt so emo after reading it >_<...
我應該也能有所改變吧。。。？
“我對被愛這種事情，早就不抱期待了。事到如今，我根本不認爲有人會愛我”
“沒關係。。。這幾句話，還不足以讓我受傷。。。我早就習慣了”
“那究竟是。。。為什麽。。。我跟那些女孩爲什麽有如此大的差距？”
無法吐訴的思念。。。疼痛。。。
Please don't misinterpret anything (:

Sian

2008-06-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

Can't get over the fact that Kanda likes gardening. OOCKanda loves his cacti~

Suddenly feel that life is boring again, like it has no meaning haha.
Don't feel like doing anything.
Didn't do anything constructive during the holidays, didn't do any homework.
I thought I could have whipped up some art but was wrong haha, which means no improvement.
Pretty much given up on LJ, I don't even icon anymore.

It gets pretty serious I guess, don't even feel like reading manga.
Supposed to exchange comics tml haiz...Nabari no Ou 1-3 haven't read yet...
Guessed I can't make it for tomorrow's class outing, kinda wants to watch Zohan though.
Don't know why I feel so tired though I did nothing >_<

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Anyway, I feel like having a Katekyo Hitman Reborn team for EOY 2009 (very much), since Christina can join before he go NS (LUSSURIA FTW) and Cast might be willing.
Or maybe can psycho future juniors to join in haha. I want to cosplay KHR TwT

I find it a bit hard to talk to seniors though, since they quite clique xD Can't also tell them I need help for Cosplay, really hope got Cosplay tutorial sessions in future.
Well, I know quite some find it hard to talk to me, something which I don't find suprising.

I have sudden craving to style hair also...Haha maybe styling scene hair for 1st day of school.

TPJCG Subcomm BBQ!

2008-06-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

TPJCG Subcomm BBQ!

Yesterday BBQ was really EPIC sia. Met up with Bellra, Sim, Yuki and Cast then we crap till the location. But we can't seem to meet up with Mojo and as I expected her face damn black lol.

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After that, me rent a double seater bike with Sim. It was very hard to control then we crashed into another bike and fell. I had a few scratches over my legs and hands (didn't notice actually lol) and my knee bleed x_X but Sim worse than me. She sprained her ankle and nail clipped. The brake can't work so not our fault totally!! lol But since we are injured, Mojo no black face anymore. Then Sim say next time Mojo face black black we go hurt myself xD!

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BBQ was supposed to start at 3pm, but some of the seniors arrived very late and of course it started very late lol. I really siao, didn't eat much there (never touched any chicken) cause I ate the 'good shit' ;D and it doesn't goes well with other food lol, later ate 'marshmellow shit' xD (they call it like that).
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The highlight of the events - ALCOHOL!! WOOOTS! AE leader Weiyen (sure got lots of ppl blog about him) was super drunk sia. And he lost a game to me wahaha. He was so drunk until he stripped (or rather let guys stripped and yaoi with him) and he nearly walked into the sea LOL! Then our AM leader Wayne drunk until became monkey and climbed tree, in the end accidentally hit his gf =0=; Later I went crazy and went "AHAHAHAH" with him lol.
No I am definitely not drunk and perfectly sane. I am just overhyper and high about alcohol! I drank 40% XO (cause the specs guy gave me) then Valentine add somemore for me (shhhh) LOL. Christina also drunk, then he tried to stripped but nobody wanted to see hahaha, Cast looked drunk even though he was not xDDD As usual, Mojo face was red.

Lastly, we do crazy stuff on the way back (like screaming and my father brought some of us home) xD
In the end, I still don't know what to do with my monkey T____T @ Cast and Chris

DGM FANBOOK!

2008-06-13T09:03:00.001-07:00

Now then I know recently just released a D.Gray-man fanbook =0=!

Omg I was going to sleep after watching DGM on Art Central then I found out about the new fanbook.. ITS MADE OF WIN ROFL!

Klaud Nine's bio:
Age: 32
Nationality: American
Height: 165cm
Weight: 48kg
Birthday: 1st November
Horoscope: Scorpio
Bloodtype: B
Interest: Caring for Lau Jimin
Likes: Blue Cheese
Dislikes: Useless men (I love you Klaud Nine lol <3)
Previous Profession: Beastmaster of a circus

WA SEH she 32 years old! She don't look like it at all 0[]0!! Omg...I thought she was 20+...165 haha shorter than what I expected but still cannot make it lol. Eat like siao also can't make it to 48 kg lol.

And Cross -> Scientist O_o;; AHAHA Kanda like gardening!!! Crap! Earl is 220cm @_@ Timcanpy like smoking?! Tyki don't have education???!! And General Socalo previous occupation was prisoner?!! LOLS. That totally made my day.

Random day.

2008-06-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

Okay I've decided not to share my ugly art anymore, BISHIE SHOWCASE LOL!
#1 Eyes Rutherford from Spiral

Eyes is a quiet, tactical and conservative person.
A 17 years old world-class pianist who debuted in the music world at the humble age of 14.
He is so hot till he was asked to do a car advertisement before *^* He is cooool looking and wears sexy earrings xDDD Born in England also lol!

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These few days I've been going out so tiring, and today grandma came to my house to stay =DDD

Just watched the 1st ep of an anime called "Welcome to the NHK". LOL so otaku, don't know one day I'll become like that a not xD And the ending song made me go ROFL xD Kidult!

Manga I borrowed from New Tenchi (for self ref.)
Nabari no Ou 1-3
Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei 1-4
The Wallflower 20
Bokura ga Ita 12
Penguin Revolution 6
Hunter x Hunter 24

Argh a few series we want were rent out! I want After School Nighmare ;w;

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Saturday got BBQ! Meeting up @ Pasir Ris Interchange (1 pm plus).
Omg I remember last Sunday I met up with Sim at wrong MRT xD No wonder we cannot find each other, cause she is @ Tampines de MRT station, I @ Pasir Ris lol.

First up is the monkey

2008-06-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

First up is the monkey~!

Figured I would brainstorm for the monkey 1st.

Front View (anime)

Front View (manga)

Yes I know it looks retarded lol, but cute in some way? lol <3

Head, 2 hands ,2 legs and a tail. Fluffy. Roughly smaller than a head. (Don't ask me what am typing)
The brown part (face features also) would be made and cut out from felt cloth I guess. Left the head and body that is troubling me.

Don't know what material to use and how to piece them together. I need to find a way to let it sits/hangs on my shoulder too.

Real soft toy monkey (compiled for reference) - credits

So help or any suggestions? =O

Cloud Nine Items List

2008-06-10T09:49:00.000-07:00

Cloud Nine Items List

-Costume (top, arm thingy, pants) *need more research* [cost]
-Boots [cost] (Or basic boots with own adj.)
-Wig [cost] (Maybe learn styling)
-Wig cap [$2-3]
-Contact Lens [Roughly purple] (Need by next year)
-Whip [Try make]
- Monkey [Try make]
-Scars [Need tut + practice]
-Height Increase Insoles [cost]

Misc
-Cosmetics (Concealer, Foundation, Powder, lip stick, eyeliner, mascara, eyelash comb)
-Nails
-Eyelashes [dep]

Savings: [$0]

Cloud Nine research gallery (Msn me for pass)

AM Meeting + World Book Fair

2008-06-08T09:31:00.000-07:00

Edit: Words are boring. I shall share my old art here once in a while hah. To make make people's eyes blind lol.

Tool: Mouse + Oekaki
Date: 12/12/2006

No, I can't draw with a mouse now anymore.

Later shifting my cloud nine items list up! Adding the pics~~

Need help on whip ahhhh! And monkey T3T

Today meeting nothing de, offered some ideas then just crap. Then me, Sim, Mojo, Cast and Christina went to the World Book Fair.
I want de stuff don't have!! T___T In the end I bought a One Piece mouse pad haha. Feeling so good to look around with otakus :X But Mojo emo-ing xDDD
Ya then Sim told sensitive stuff on train then I unexpectedly laugh until my tears flows out then my eyeliner smudged. Went home with a very gothic look lols.

So many events coming next, BBQ, KTV haaaas. Tml have to wake up early go movie, don't want to get killed by Mojo! Finally can watch Accuracy of death le *w*

Emo entry dedicated to Mojo!

2008-06-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

Emo entry dedicated to Mojo!

My beloved Mojo here is an emo entry. Emo emo entry.

I've decided to quit graphics making if I happen to get a job (any recommend?).

Not only do I need money, I want to give money to my grandma. I can't really survive on daily allowance.

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Can ya don't get too love sick, you have so many lovelies around, it's not like you really need this kind of love to live on. You are just tired and you should stop thinking too much and sleep 12 hours.

About the ugly issue: LETTA ME TELL U. What you said are demoralising to others. I will now tell you why I hate being photographed, cause everytime I see the photo my eyes BLEED and I'll feel very very sad. So I appreciate people not to be funny and try snapping piccys of me.

And I forgot what else I want to say, remember then I add on lol later.
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Lazy to do Visual Literacy >_> but anyway if any of you are stuck feel free to come to me, I'll help you by giving some ideas if I can =D

Meeting tomorrow ZOMG! Hope can wake up. And I signed up for Gyoza making already, paying on Monday as I am going for the chit-chat drawing lesson in the evening xD

Mood Dampens

2008-06-06T04:22:00.000-07:00

World Book Fair @ Suntec City (Till Sunday) Wanna go but lazy to move my butt >_<;
Edit: Omg ya hor Sunday I have meeting... ha I wonder if I would rot all day throughout the holis...

Haaaaizss, I was still high this morning, now my mood is dampened.
I joined the SGCafe forum and is not having fun at all ;w; 怕怕~
I felt that I didn't made full use of my life. I lost interest in almost all stuff now (feel like giving up iconing) , I've not experience fun for a long time. Now I suddenly know why some people wanna die so randomly and they don't care. Yeah I know that feeling.
And I wasted today sitting in front of compy doing nothing. How great.

Cloud 9 items list coming soon.

YYAAYYYIES!

2008-06-05T08:56:00.000-07:00

YYAAYYYIES!

This has gotta be the happiest day I have had since Poly started xD!
OMG I passed my interview, and is now promoted to the anime/manga subcom!!! (will be 'used' for 3 months for testing 1st lol)
Meeting this Sunday, 1 PM @ TM Interchange 's Mac (beside CPF building)

And also I got accepted into a team! I would be cosplaying as Cloud Nine from D.Gray-man next year at Cosfest. Rough list of items coming up soon! Gimme support kies xDD

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Cosplay/Animanga-related Events

2008-06-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

Cosplay/Animanga-related Events

Cosplay & SubCulture event @chinatown point

June 7th Cosplay/Anime/Games
1430hrs Cosplay Competition (Heats)
1515hrs Cosplay performance -Naruto Sequence (SEJA)-Anime Dance

June 8th Cosplay/Anime/Games/lolita/Dolfie
1430hrs Lolita Tea PartyCosplay performance -Anime Songs
1500hrs Dolfie contest & Makeover session

June 14th VK/Punk/Rock/Lolita
1500hrs Performance by LUCIFY – Rock Band
1600hrs Lolita & VK/ Punk Fashion Show

June 15th Cosplay/Anime/Games
1430hrs Cosplay performance -Starwars Sequence (SEJA)- Anime Song - Anime Dance
1515hrs Cosplay Competition (Finals)

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Singapore Toy & Comic Convention @ Suntec

Saturday, June 28(11:00am – 9:00pm)
Sunday, June 29(11:00am – 8:00pm)

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COSFEST
Date: 5th and 6th July 2008
Venue: Downtown East

Haha must ~~take lotsa piccys!~~ ask friends take lots of photos * no cam* xD

Holidays~~

2008-06-05T00:28:00.000-07:00

YAY FOR HOLIDAYS!

Haiz 2 weeks are better than nothing! I so want to shop! I want to sleep! I miss drawing and graphics making! Movies! Anime! Manga!

Remind self: Make hw list + CDS on 20th June *w*
List of Cosplay Events

Exams over, don't feel like ranting over them xDD

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Passed by a few clothes shop @ Pasir Ris Interchange and got tempted in.
Bought (poor image quality):

Tie not included, I bought it at Banana (Kovan) years ago :D

Total cost $25!! I want MOAR 8D No monies liaos XD Need get some back from dad~
~~Though I always wear like obaasan to school xDD~~
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Oh ya and I want to go the gyoza making session for TPJCG!!餃子 :9 *must remember to sign up soon* And so good Mojo made it into the Cuisine subcomm hahas~

Ouch I fell again recently and my left knee blue-black x_x
Miss my phone too TwT

Haha my post so random :P

Edit:: LOL, I don't know why I put thumbdrive in ,then I realise the pic is in hp xD

First Post aka To-do List/Self Reminders

2008-05-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

First Post aka To-do List /Self Reminders

Exams
List all hw for holidays
CDS 20th June
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Scan cosplay threads
Might try cos for EOY08 (A bit too late I think)/Cosfest09, if so need find team.

List of cosplayable characters (for self reference)
In alpha order, characters in preferred order. Might attach images at a later time.

Air Gear
[Agito/Akito]

Bleach
[Nemu] [Soi Fon] [Hanatarou] ~~[Unohara] [Ririn] [Ururu]~~

D.Gray-man
[Allen Walker - Crown Clown Claw form] [Kanda Yuu] [Cloud Nine] [Miranda] ~~[Lavi]~~

Death Note
[Matt] [L]

Hunter x Hunter
[Kurapika]

Inuyasha
[Kikyou]

Katekyo Hitman Reborn <333
[Basil] [Lal] [Gokudera] [Young Dino] [Hibari]~~[Chrome] [Haru] [Mammon] [I-Pin] [Bel]~~

Loveless
[Ritsuka]

Nabari no Ou
[Yoite]

Naruto
[Hinata] [Sasuke - with seals] ~~[Ino]~~

Ouran High Host Club
[Nekozawa] ~~[Hikaru/Kaoru]~~

Peacemaker Kurogane
[Okita]

Prince of Tennis
[Marui] [Ryoma] [Dan] ~~[Shishido]~~

Shugo Chara
[Amulet Spade]

Vampire Knight
[Kaname] ~~[Takuma Ichijou] [Hanabusa Aido] [Senri Shiki /Akatsuki Kain]~~